Self Portrait Challenge

Kas is the photographer and owner of The Humble Lion. She creates seasonal self portrait challenges and this spring was my first time participating! I was nervous, preemptively comparing myself to others and not sure what to expect. Typing this on day 5, I am so grateful for this challenge. It forced me far out of my comfort zone and to face my anxiety each day. I am re-inspired, excited and a better photographer because of this challenge! Being intentional about documentation is important. Most days, I take photos of everything. I send snapchats of bunnies to friends, take screenshots of recipes that sit in my camera roll forever. My phone becomes unintentionally cluttered while my DSLR remains a place for intentional images only! This challenge allowed me to address the way I create art and document my own life. As a photographer, I am seldom in front of a camera lens- until this week when it became the norm!

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Day 1 - Mirror monday

I was definitely slowly warming up for day one of the photo challenge. I brought my mirror outside and followed Kas’s “be a silly goose” prompt as best I could while trying to take a reflection photo. This first day was not very curated and I was mostly focusing on the anxiety I had about my neighbors potentially seeing me and judging me. I didn’t really get over that anxiety, I just took photos quickly and went back inside. But it felt good to start and to check day 1 off my list.

Day 2 - Tuesday’s together: a Photo with Someone You Love

When the prompt email was sent out for the day, I wanted to take photos with my boyfriend, but he was at work and it was raining outside. So I vowed not to procrastinate and I pulled out my favorite photo of my Dad. “Chris and Tarah - 1989”

This project has helped me to remember that documenting a moment is always worth doing. I don’t see my Mom and Dad too often since I moved to Colorado. Our days together are so different now. We only see each other when we schedule it. Which is normal in adult life, but it’s odd how that changes in an instant and will never be the same again. I treasure all the time I spend with the parents and I will treasure it even more after this challenge.

Day 3 - Wildflower Wednesday

This day was busier than usual for me, so I knew I needed to choose a convenient location so I could get this prompt done! I would have liked some blossoming cherry trees to be featured, but the urban garden park across the street from my house offered yuccas, pine trees and was a 2 minute walk. I was frustrated taking these photos! I had trouble getting the focus correct and my janky tripod was failing me as usual… But I made the photos happen!

Day 4 - Thrivin’ Thursday

For the past 5 years or so, meditation, journaling and self development has been an important part of my daily routine. Although this work is never done, I know I’m thriving in my spirituality lately and wanted to capture that with a journal and my oracle deck. The style of these photos turned out beautifully in my friend Taylor’s lovely home. But it made me think about re-creating the environment more realistically in my home at night with a candle and string lights. I was much happier with these photos than the day before. The process was easier thanks to some tips from Kas and a more relatable prompt.

Day 5 - Friday Funsies

The final day! I wanted to scout a location for future clients at the creek in Lyons, CO. So I took the opportunity to create some images while I was there. Location scouting and all the aspects of my job as being a photographer make me feel fulfilled. When I’m out in nature and exploring new places with fresh perspectives, I feel continually inspired to grow in my business and in my personal life.

Based on how many photos I took for this day’s challenge, you can tell I resolved the camera focus issue and was able to fully enjoy the process and be more creative. Being out in the sun around 1pm was new for me too! I typically meet clients for shoots closer to sunset or sunrise, and kind of began to make myself believe that was the only time I should take photos. Since today, I have a new interest and liking around the harsh sun at high noon!

Boulder, CO CU Graduation Photos

Boulder, CO Flat Irons Graduation Photos

Lany and her sweet pup, Morro met me in Boulder to take photos. Lany is about to graduate with her Master’s in Psychology and she’s also publishing a book!

One of my favorite parts of taking photos for people one on one is being able to connect. Asking questions and being observant is what I’m best at. These photo sessions can feel intimidating at first. But that’s why conversation is so crucial for me to include in our sessions. I help you feel comfortable and to forget that you’re nervous! Bringing your dog with helps too :)

Colorado Family Photographer - Winter Family Photo Inspiration

Colorado Family Photographer - Winter Family Photo Inspiration

Saint Patrick's Day River Dyeing in Chicago, IL

Saint Patrick's Day River Dyeing in Chicago, IL

The Chicago River dyeing tradition started on Saint Patrick’s Day in 1962. The green dye was originally used functionally to find where pipes were leaking near the river and letting sewage in. Then, in 1962, the Plumbers Local Union used the dye for the holiday.

There are around 200,000 people who are Irish and live in Chicago, and this is one of the most fun holidays to see happening in the city. People are drunk on the train at 7am, climbing on the bridges and freezing in cold winter weather downtown while we all watch the Plumbers union dump gallons of vegetable dye into the river!

These photos are from March 10th, 2017 when I was inspired by my photojournalism professor to wake up early, commute downtown on a Friday and document the river dyeing! Even though I had lived in Illinois my entire life, I had never seen the river dyeing until 2017. When I lived in Illinois, I took the gems of the city for granted. During my college career at Columbia, I began to realize that MY thoughts were shaping my world. And that my supposed hatred of urban places, busy streets and loud people was coming from a place of lack. It took me a few years to recognize this and to shift my mindset from, “I hate commuting to the city and going to school here” to, “I love being a tourist in the state I’ve lived my whole life!” I changed my views from stubborn to curious. And my world has truly changed completely since I had that shift.

When I went on photojournalism missions given to me by John White, I was more fearless than ever, and that’s how I was able to take photos of drunk teenagers on the street at 7am while they stared at me LOL.

I live in Colorado now, and I don’t know if I’ll ever see the Chicago River Dyeing again. I‘m so grateful for my college professor, John White, and for my photojournalism experience that pulled me out of anger and brought me into curiosity. I aim to live curiously now, and my camera helps me to do that every day.